There is Hope Beyond the Diagnosis

This April will mark 9 years since I got my diagnosis. Bipolar disorder. To be specific, bipolar I, mixed phases, rapid cycling. I’m bipolar, I can experience mania and depression together, and it all can change on a dime.

I finally had an answer to why. Why I could become so angry and throw

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Today We Went to IKEA and Now I Need to Win the Lottery

Sam and I went to the IKEA store that recently opened in St. Louis. They had sent out a catalog when the store opened, and I was completely in awe and had to see it all up close and personal. I was not disappointed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Not only

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I am Capable of Damn Near Anything

It was 2 years ago today that I realized it was my life to live, and had better start getting it right.

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Today is the first day of 2015. A new year, a blank page, an empty notebook. A place to write my story, to color on the pages.

And this is Page 1

Last year I had reached my lowest, my darkest day. I tried very seriously, to die. (and I promise I won’t talk

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Thankfulness

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and this year I have so much to be thankful for. Since our weekend is full of family and friends, I’m writing my list today.

This whole year. I tried very hard last year to not be here anymore Sam, who gets me in ways nobody else ever has, and loves

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