Better

I have been out of jail 2 years now. Two years, 3 months and 21 days actually. I was sitting in jail, (again) and I was 45 years old. There comes a point when you realize you’re too old, and too smart to still be doing this stupid shit. That was the day I decided

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Timehop to 2012 The County Jail Tour

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I don’t know if you have seen it on social media this summer, but the hot new got-to-have-it-because-all-the-cool-kids-have-it app for the summer of 2014 is timehop.

Because I’m a follower and not a leader one of the cool kids, I got it. It gives you the

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How Far I Have Come

#Spring #Flowers

A post shared by Becky (@reformed.hotmess) on May 19, 2014 at 5:46am PDT

Last year, I tried to commit suicide. Twice. I wrote about the first attempt. I had the

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Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda

I am at my “scary age” and it’s high time I get my life together. I am too old and way too smart to be doing this to myself. Today at 10:30 is one more step in that direction.

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It is Easier to Be Angry

I haven’t been here very much, which is clearly apparent. It’s ironic that I haven’t considering all the free time I have on my hands these days. But here I am now.

I am still working through and cleaning up the mess I made of my life last August. The jail time, the breakup,

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