Why I am Not Really Here Today

I am going to see my daughters tonight and I just can’t focus on anything but that. Tomorrow I’ll do better.

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Looking Back Over a Truly Amazing Year

It wasn’t all that long ago that I honestly thought the best life had to offer me was behind me and I had fucked it all up and missed out on my happily ever after. And then I got my shit together, and discovered that life, and happiness is a do-it-yourself job. 2015 was a

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What I wouldn’t Give for a Do-Over

Those adorable little girls are my daughters, Megan (left) and Meredith (right) taken when we lived in Jefferson City, many years ago.

Meredith turned 18 this month, and will graduate from high school in 6 weeks. I went to see them yesterday, to celebrate with her. My heart is so full of love for

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Thankfulness

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and this year I have so much to be thankful for. Since our weekend is full of family and friends, I’m writing my list today.

This whole year. I tried very hard last year to not be here anymore Sam, who gets me in ways nobody else ever has, and loves

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Repairing the Damage

My Daughters & their Dad

So, that happened this weekend.

I got to see my girls. We met at IHOP for breakfast, then went to Target and on to Chesterfield Mall.

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We laughed, and talked, and I held it completely together until I knew they were well

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