I am Capable of Damn Near Anything

It was 2 years ago today that I realized it was my life to live, and had better start getting it right.

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I have been out of jail 2 years now. Two years, 3 months and 21 days actually. I was sitting in jail, (again) and I was 45 years old. There comes a point when you realize you’re too old, and too smart to still be doing this stupid shit. That was the day I decided

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What I wouldn’t Give for a Do-Over

Those adorable little girls are my daughters, Megan (left) and Meredith (right) taken when we lived in Jefferson City, many years ago.

Meredith turned 18 this month, and will graduate from high school in 6 weeks. I went to see them yesterday, to celebrate with her. My heart is so full of love for

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I am Solar Powered

I am solar-powered. The irony of living in Missouri is not lost on me. I get it. I love the seasons, but I need the sun.

Yesterday it was almost 40 degrees, and Sam and I went for a walk at a local park. It has been far too long since I walked.

I miss

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I Am Home

My fragmented life was brought mostly back together this weekend. That is to say my stuff is now in boxes setting all around the house.

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